Today, I bought a plant! :D
Yesterday, I climbed up my bed and found 8 hairbands next to my pillow. I was like, wow, I left all these here?
Tomorrow, I'm going to spend the day with Mdm. Math, again.
Andd, when September ends, so does ass week. Hurray!

In every life,

There's a pause that is better than onward rush,
Better than hewing or mightiest doing;
'Tis the standing sill at Sovreign will.

There's a hush that is better than ardent speech,
Better than sighing or wilderness crying;
'Tis the being still at Sovreign will.

The pause and the hush sing a double song
In unison low and for all time long'
O human soul, God's working plan
Goes on, nor needs the aid of man!

Stand still and see,
Be still and know.

-V Raymond Edman

No weapon forged against you will prevail,
and you will refute every tongue that accuses you.
This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD,
and this is their vindication from me,"
declares the LORD.
-Isaiah 54:17
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This is my prayer in the desert,
When all that’s within me feels dry.
This is my prayer in my hunger and need,
My God is the God who provides.
This is my prayer in the fire,
In weakness or trial or pain.
There is a faith proved of more worth than gold,
So refine me Lord through the flame.
I will bring praise, I will bring praise.
No weapon formed against me shall remain,
I will rejoice, I will declare;
God is my victory and He is here,
This is my prayer in the battle,
When triumph is still on its way.
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ,
So firm on His promise I’ll stand.
All of my life,
In every season.
You are still God,
I have a reason to sing,
I have a reason to worship.
This is my prayer in the harvest,
When favour and providence flow.
I know I’m filled to be emptied again,
The seed I’ve received I will sow.

Remember this? You read it with me opposite you in the library. It's word for word.

He loves me, he loves me.
And it felt as if he couldn't bear to let me go.
I'm not saying that it felt right or perfect or anything,
But I know it happened.
And I'm putting my trust in him.
I whispered in his ear:
"I love you too."
And now I hope that this will last.
I know that I will break and fall if he lets go.
And I know that I will die inside.
-Again.
We're speeding forward like desperate, thirsty lovers,
Like we've waited forever for this.
I tremble at his touch,
And he shines inside.
So I hope that this love will be like fire,
I hope that it will spread through me,
I hope that it will burn, burn, burn.
Burn bright, and resonate through us.
I want to believe (wholeheartedly),
That this love is true,
That this love will be whatever you say it will be.
And I want to put my faith in you.
I want to be unafraid to love you.
I want to be bold, to stand proud.
Be my rescue,
Like you promised,
And I will be everything you want me to be.
And my heart will be yours.
Be true, oh please be true.
I'm almost afraid that I made you up.
Because you're almost perfect.

Burn, burn, burn.

It was a laughable, egregious contretemp, wasn't it? That evening, after what you did, I was discombobulated. When we bifurcated, you left an astrobleme on my heart. You bloviated and filled your mind and other people's minds with confabulation. The excoriation I faced, you would not know. I'm sorry I tried to be pococurante, but at that time, I was quaquaversal. Now, I'm changed; I'm sanguine, and praying for vindication. And I'm being sesquipedalian on purpose.

I learnt these words with my brother at vivo yesterday, so I'm trying to use them now. (: Haha, I'm quite sure they're not used in the right way? When you look it up in the dictionary, just look at the meaning. Truth is, I don't know how to use these words at all. :/
(Haha.)
We are seperate entities.

So. Here's a question for you.
Do I wear watches?
(No.)
So on Monday, I decided that I'll be a good student and bring my own watch to school for my Chinese prelims! :D Yeah, I know, that's quite normal. The thing is, after the paper and everything, at about 3pm, my dad picked me up and asked me for the date. I looked at my watch and realised it didn't have a date thing. Then my dad looked at me really weird. He was like, "Why's it 7 o'clock on your watch?". I was like, oh. It stopped. :/
And I didn't realise until, like, long after the paper. I think I might actually bring those big kiasu alarm clocks and put it infront of me during ass week.

/edit
(Oh no! I'm such a bimbo!) WEAR a watch, not where a watch. It's ass week's fault, really!

I found the verse that drove me to react the way I did. :) Today at DBS, we went through Matthew 5:1-48. Please go read it?
Anyway. The verse that I remembered was Matthew 5:38-48.

"You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.'But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.
"You have heard that it was said, 'Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.' 44But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

..Aandd yes. So I mean, it's near impossible to love your enemy, especially if he/she has done really mean things and has hurt you really bad, but try to look at it from another point of view. Move over to God's perspective. God loves people, every single one, but He hates satan, the fallen angels and sin. So what we should do is to not hate the people who have wronged us but rather, love the person and hate the sin. It's much easier to see sin as the enemy and not the person. Everyone does wrong and hurts someone sometime or another.

Plus, today was abit weird because of all the talk on stuff pertaining to human reproduction. Saw some really gross graphic pictures today. Shall not elaborate. Renjean, Cara, yall are fortunate to have missed that. :/

My mum got an epiphany today. So we were sitting around eating beancurd with glutinous rice balls when she suddenly declared that my husband has to be KIND. She went on to elaborate that KINDness is the first criteria for choosing a guy, based on character alone. So that's point one of who to look out for. That's going into my journal to my future husband. :D

It's like I never lived
Before my life with you
So much was missing here
I never even knew
I still picture the place we were
When I fell into your world
My heart is in you
Where you go you carry me
I bleed
If you bleed
Your heart beats
Inside of me
You're keeping me alive
I don't know why feel this way
But something's right
You're like the morning air
Before the light arrives
No more lonely and
No more night
No more secrets to hide
I'll hold you near
Together, we'll never die
Your love is keeping me alive

it is defninitely amazing that I'm blogging now. Haha, I'm really quite dead busy today. This one's gonna be short. This is the very popular quote that people keep saying. This is the complete real quote.

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

It's by Marianne williamson.