Wow, Idk. Exams just flew past and I'm starting to realise that I don't have to study anymore til... oh yeah. I still do. Higher Chinese... Awesome. So tomorrow we're getting back our first paper! LA. We are going to school for a grand total of 50 minutes of lesson. I know it's taboo to say this, but it's such a waste of time. :/ Hopefully I get to go out after it.
This weekend was really disappointing for me. I had plans, but I had to cancel. And it was such a bummer. Went to Ikea Tampines, circled Pasir Ris, talked about OCS/army with Julian, Germ and Julia and just, well, did nothing.

Nothing nothing nothing.

And I can't help but not regret, yet I sort-of do, or don't. And I don't know what's going on now. I can't help but think and think and think. It's like, I don't even know what I'm thinking about. Cara tells me I'm PMSing, but I've never stopped thinking. And I have so many questions, but I will not ask them. I'm supposed to wait until I won't be affected if you get a girlfriend, but I don't know when that day will come.
My posts are just really vague, as always, and everyone will wander who I'm talking about. Sometimes, maybe, you're wrong, but sometimes you're right.
Crap, look at me. I'm talking to myself now aren't I? I'm freaking myself out. I'm a little delusional at night. But I'm not thinking about this. I'm really not. This is just going into my diary and hopefully it will just flow through my system.

It's just that I know it won't, okay.
I need serious therapy.