I hate setting myself up for a disappointment.
I hate being alone when everyone else isn't.
No, I really don't have alot of hate in me.
It's just that I need alot of love.

So yeah, we had CNY celebrations at NJ. It was fun  normal, I suppose. Everyone was in red. Cept me, Serene, Gayle, Gwen, Ash, haha, class people. It's amusing. I don't really like busking in red. (:
& I got high when my junior said I looked prettayye. Haha, yeah. Weakness for compliments.
After school, everyone disappeared. :/
I ended up in an 06 outing, but it was fun. Thank you belle for making me happy(:
They saved me- because if I didn't go out with them, I'd probably be in tears now.

I haven't done any CNY shopping yet, and I'm hoping to get some clothes today. Haha, I may or may not be able to, since alot of the shops ae closed. I think they should be open >:( people like me really need to do last minute shopping. Haha.

I'm disappointed,
dispirited,
and confused.
It's all quite terrible.

(But I'm making it sound worse than it is; I'm not emo, David. Just reflective.)